Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Come and See Me Some Time!

If you happen to be up in the Berkshires. This Saturday, June 23rd. At 7 pm. Which is when I'm reading with my dear, frighteningly talented friend Jennifer Mattern and my virtual, frighteningly talented friend Jennifer Niesslein. Jenn M's blog Breed Em and Weep is on some kind of sabbatical, which I completely disapprove of, but you can still go there and read all her stomach-achingly funny posts from before. Jennifer N's book Practically Perfect in Every Way is out now, and there's a fantastic excerpt here. Here's the information about the reading (below) from the site of our hosts, Inkberry, which looks like a wonderful organization. Did you know that I'd written for the New York Times? Me either! But I'm totally psyched about it. Maybe that's what I'll select my reading from! Come if you can. Party at the Holiday Inn!

A reading on Parenthood and the Pursuit of Perfection
North Adams Public Library, 74 Church St., North Adams
Saturday, June 23rd at 7:00 PM
Free
Jennifer Niesslein, Jennifer Mattern, and Catherine Newman will read from their writings on parenthood and the pursuit of perfection. Jennifer Niesslein is the author of Practically Perfect in Every Way: My Misadventures Through the World of Self-Help—And Back (Putnum, May 2007) and the co-founder of Brain, Child: The Magazine for Thinking Mothers. Jennifer Mattern is playwright, freelance writer, and author of the blog Breed ‘Em and Weep, which won best parenting blog in the Weblog Awards in 2006. Catherine Newman is the author of the memoir Waiting for Birdy and the weekly journal Bringing Up Ben & Birdy at BabyCenter.com. Her work has appeared in The New York Times and the anthologies The Bitch in the House, Toddler, I’ts a Boy: Women Writers on Raising Sons and It’s a Girl: Women Writers on Raising Daughters.

Meanwhile, there are columns on wondertime here and here.

I didn't write a Father's Day post, because I was too busy being a total crab apple, but here's photographic evidence from our friend Pengyew's birthday party on Saturday, taken by the extremely talented Sam Masinter:


Maybe my piece for the Times was about how hunky and delightful Michael manages to be, even with crab apples dropping all around him.

50 comments:

  1. Wow, I'm FIRST on the comments? Crazy. Since I've ready nearly every word you've ever published, I would Love to come and hear you, but I've got a little bit of a Distance issue. I'm not sure I could make it if I started driving now, and all of my plane ticket money has been reassigned to The Medical Bills fund. I'll be there for you in spirit, though. Have a blast!

    Love your latest Wondertime column. We have a LOUDNESS gene going on over here, too, times 2 for twins. I never thought I'd turn into the shushing mama that I am, but all the noise makes me edgy.

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  2. Holy canoli, that's michael in the picture? Whew. Stud!

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  3. ooo! I wanna come! Okay, how about you come to the Nashville area. Too far? Hmm.. Well, I guess I will just pacify myself listening to your Wondertime columns. My daughter is not so much loud noise as constant noise. Or at least it seems that way!

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  4. Great picture. He is sort of hunky. Crab apples. Ha. Don't worry - we are hormonally challenged and they just have to wait until we are blissfully 50 (or 60) and no longer shackled by our ovaries.

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  5. Anonymous3:30 PM

    I just recently read It's A Boy and It's A Girl.


    Of course your entries were my favorites each time.

    I met you in Bethlehem, PA once. You rock!

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  6. Birdy looks much too grown up in the photo. Where is the saucer eyed, chubby cheeked baby girl?! They grow too fast, don't they? She is still so beautiful.

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  7. Catherine W.4:52 PM

    Girl, he is a hottie. I'm trying not to envy you your marriage too much (because apparently not only is he a hottie and a smartie but also a sweetie too), so if you ever want to help me out by writing more about his irritating flaws, I'd be grateful.
    I'm just saying.

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  8. I'm not the type to laugh out loud all that often. I don't think I'm crabby or anything, I just don't burst into laughter all that often. You make me laugh out loud. Thanks!

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  9. Catherine,
    I can't wait! I'm lucky enough to live in somewhat close proximity to you. (CT) So, I'll be there with bells on! What a treat!

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  10. Hey, you're doing a reading! Nowhere near where I am! But I'd come if I could.

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  11. I think I have begged you for years to come and do a reading in Atlanta. Come on, it would be fun. We have Holiday Inn here, too!

    I think the Crabapple Virus was going around on Father's Day. I love that picture, though. It looks like one of those Halmark cards that women give their dads after they are all grown up and sentimental about the good old days.

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  12. Pengyew...when I read that name some vision of tasty soup after a Halloween parade came to mind...pre-Birdy I believe. Funny how a name will conjour up food images!

    Hey Omaha Mama - transplanted Nebraskan in Georgia now.

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  13. Tina G9:34 PM

    Ohhhhh man.....If my dear son Thomas wasn't GRADUATING FROM HIGH SCHOOL that very same day- I'd be there in a heartbeat! I hope it's fantastic and some of your other many "fans" have a chance to meet you, too! I agree that Michael is way cute in that picture.

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  14. Oh how I wish you (or I) were closer...keep us in the loop though because one of these days I am coming to one of your readings.

    As for the comment about Pengyew and food, I believe she does make a mean soup or was that another friend you have mentioned?

    Michael is as hunky as ever, hope you all had a nice Father's Day crab apples and all.

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  15. Melissa10:56 PM

    Reading in Fort Worth anytime soon?? People down here could sure use a smidge of enlightenment.

    And Michael is a total fox.

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  16. alison12:36 AM

    Our daughter is obviously related to Birdy--her volume control knob was snipped off at birth--she was born with two levels--ear-splittingly loud, and asleep. I don't know if you ever feel this way, Catherine, but when we are (repeatedly) trying to get her to "tone it down," I feel like we are squashing her excitement for life. After all, I think she is so loud because she is fiesty and has an incredible zest for living (plus, she is my daughter, and apparently, my volume knob is lost as well--there's nothing that kills my excitement so quickly as when my husband shushes the story that I am sharing at bedtime by saying, "shhhh....I'm right here!") So, maybe I'm over-analyzing and feeling guilty again, or maybe she just inherited his excessive ear wax and can't hear how loud she is! haha. Loved the article. Congrats on being in the Times--lol.

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  17. tracyp8:14 AM

    I've read with interest that mostly it seems to be little girls that have this chatterbox on steroids tendency. I have two sons, who mirror Ben and Birdy, also. Their differences become more and more apparent as they get older, but son#2 certainly has a stream of consciousness thing going. And, he also starts the minute he wakes up, and doesn't stop until he drops to sleep. Yipe. I can't listen, either...I find myself doing the same "Hm? Sorry, I missed that last part", because honestly, I can't even follow him!

    I tried having a "quiet contest" once with absolutely no success. We used to do this when we were kids...pick a geographical marker, or length of time and see who can go the longest without saying a word. #2 could NOT grasp this concept. He kept asking why we were being quiet, and when would we get to the corner store where we could start talking again!

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  18. Catherine,
    Hi, my name is Kelli. I just wanted to tell you how much I adore Waiting for Birdy. Adore it so much, I chose it for our Book Club this month (we meet the third thursday of July). I look forward to chatting about it with my friends. this is the second time reading it for me, I read it when I was pregnant with my second child and related of course so well, and now with two I find is still hilarious and true. Thanks for writing something real and not paint a picture that everything is perfection. :)

    ~Kelli Johnson
    Lynchburg, VA

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  19. Anonymous1:02 PM

    Jen,
    You are right! Pengyew is a great cook..... only one thing, he's a HE. Sorry.

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  20. I stand corrected...as long as their is soup I say and if HIS is a yummy as you claim you are lucky to have such great friends.

    Happy reading!

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  21. Good grief...that should have been "there"...I think I need me a caffeine hit!

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  22. I wish I could be there!

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  23. Anonymous8:23 AM

    That was an amazing piece Catherine, except that it made me realize I think I am the one who is loud! Ugh, I guess I get louder as a way to get 22 month old Fox to pay attention to me? Who knows, I will try to work on it. Buying Waiting for Birdy for a friend this weekend. Please come to the Philly area for a reading because I would love to meet you...
    Henna

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  24. Oh, you lucky girl! I will not be in the Berkshires, but if you're going to be in the Smoky Mt's anytime next week, let me know. I'll invite you into the cabin we're renting, while my son plays with his cousin at Grandma's, and make you a cuppa joe, set a spell, and chat a while!

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  25. valerie11:42 PM

    Did Micheal write that column? It did say you didn't want to be that kind of "dad". It is late and I am tired so maybe I missed something.

    Anway..as always I love your column and wish I could see you in person.

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  26. valerie12:20 AM

    Nevermind..I reread it. I get it now.

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  27. Anonymous7:03 PM

    You and Jennifer Niesslein! Perfect! I love Brain, Child and can't wait to read Practically Perfect. Will go reread Boy and Girl for now. So sad to miss your reading -- my sister lives in Brattleboro but that does me no good here in Oregon, and she can't go either.

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  28. A reading. Fantastic. Sorry I can't be there. Unfortunately, it's a bit far. Just read the Wondertime column and laughed.

    We have loud ones. And we live overseas. And I'm constantly paranoid about my kids being the loud Americans. Which they're not, it's really just me, I think. My son is particularly loud after I've put in his earplugs so he can swim even though he has tubes in his ears. Suddenly he's swum to the other end of the pool and is screaming, "Mama. Mama. Mama. Watch me, watch me." And I'm trying not to scream back, "Stop screaming." Because I know he won't say a word I say unless I, of course, scream. A vicious cycle.

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  29. Just got back from one of the most enjoyable weekends of my whole life! I took my oldest daughter with me for a little "girls" weekend and we went to Mass to hear Catherine read. What a treat! She is SO nice and engaging. Everyone who knows her writing knows that it was a great experience to hear her reading her OWN stuff! My daughter and I had a great time and can't wait to go back to that town again, but this time, with the whole fam..... husb and little daughter, too!

    Thanks for the treat of my whole year, Catherine! I will cherish my book forever! Thanks for being everything I thought you would be and more! A great mother and a great person!....oh yah, and a great writer! :-)

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  30. Anonymous6:29 PM

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    25 years ago they made a telepathic nationwide (global?) announcement:::::"Black people have to try harder, do better than everybody else." This means no parties, no drinking, no drugs, no sex.
    No, homosexuals LIKELY aren't considered as lowly, but to adopt this standard would be wise, for they hated your guts sufficiently to dump you into hypersexuality, a common dumping ground for blacks, so…
    Blacks are a litmus test the others can learn from::::Everything they like is bad for you::::
    1. Vanity
    2. Adornment
    3. SEX SEX SEX
    4. Looking "cool"
    5. The wealthy/celebrity brain-less clone cancer in this society serves as their role models.
    And everyone they hate are really good::::
    1. Blacks hate Jews
    2. Blacks hate white people
    3.
    4.


    Now of course it seems they are broadening the net to capture as many blacks as possible.
    How they are behaving with blacks can be considered a litmus test for The End:::Black inclusion into the sub-culture may be an estimate to how close we are to the Apocalypse, for they want to pull the trigger on them all.
    There's something about this:::Vanity, personality, something. I'd look to the decline in the women, for they will comprise the majority of the blacks saved.



    Just like blacks, expect that they brought many homos up, put them in a party environment and they were gone in TWO handful of years time (blacks only get one!!!).
    They DO use this as a black disposal system:::"They would have had a longer life if they stayed on Earth." Dead at thirty years old BECAUSE they went up, ironically:::Offered free cocaine, orgies with BLCs and they are gone before 30!!!!.




    Many monarchies of centuries ago ruled with an iron fist. People were afraid and hence thought appropriately. Now in this era of "freedom" in the United States there is NO FEAR, and people fall prey to the numberous tactics employed to disceive and mislead them.
    This "freedom" is the goal when the gods use this platform that is the United States to spread democracy around the globe.


    The Apocalypse will ocurr EXACTLY as it reads in Revelations, for this great wealth obviously proves it is a white man's god. The irony here is that the New Testiment is evil and Christianity is wicked.
    The gods LOVE their irony. Understanding this can help you understand"""
    - "god is everywhere." "god is all around us." - BLClone hosts ARE the gods - computer animates them.
    - Italians and blacks have a lot in common - questionable intelligence, hypersexual
    making people stupid is just another way of punishing the disfavored. This was NOT just a "stereotype".
    - blacks like homos, ironically:::
    1. Ebonincs vs feminine inflection
    2. Trapped in "the life"
    - TheGreatestGeneration=TheMostDegenerateGeneration
    - Kosher is a favor bestowed upon the Jews. The South eats LOTS of pork and there is a oyster bar on every corner. It's kinda like liquor stores in the ghetto. This is the kind of irony the gods laugh about:::::
    - anti-climatic nature of sexual intercourse
    - Schwartzenegger is the Terminator



    That day out on Ocean Beach when we had that supenatural event::::
    A ray of sunlight beaming up to the skies LONG, LONG after sunset. LIKE OVER AN HOUR!!!!!
    I am a victim of this theater. I refuse to feed it.
    I will not contribute to this Christian god concept, for just the opposite is true:::It is the gods doing all the TO US!!!
    Always remember the Italian boot, for it will help you think correctly among their tretcherous telepathic waters.
    I have been empowered by the gods to educate the disfavoreds as I am doing::::First the fucked my life all to hell, raped me of any hope then shared this information with me strategically. With my seething hatred for those who ruined limitless potential I was sure to share it with the rest of the world.


    Time/priveledge level
    When you make mistakes you impact not only how much time you get up there but also your privelege level (no Planet Miracle vacations!!!). It also imposes a ceiling on how far you can ascend no matter how well you do up there, for in The Real End they will dispose of all your beloved celebrities on Planet Brain-Less Clones.

    When you hear people speak in your head you are not listening to the actual people. It is the computer role playing.
    Being involved would hurt these people. Even being role played does, likely to a lesser degree than "hands-on involvement".
    This doesn't stop with those from Planet Earth::::Expect NO MIDDLE MANAGEMENT!!!
    All of these goals can be accomplished with Artificial Intelligence, freeing individuals from incurring evil by hurting others.



    I've illustrated how Contra Costa is preditory on blacks::::The Port Chicago Explosion was an early clue::::
    1. Richmond's Iron Triangle, perhaps the worst region in the nation and the world for this degenerate black behavior. Of course just as Candlestick was the worst of the three sports complexes because it was SanFrancsico EXPECT BV/Hunter'sPoint&WesternAddition to give the Iron Triangle a run for its money.
    It's just the way it is:::When the disfavored come into god's favored land (California) they are mercilessly attacked (60s), and this is why the three major sports complexes in California (LAForum, OakColus, SFCandlestick) were built in or on the edge of the ghetto.
    And to anyone who listens to this positioning that "San Francisco has changed." needs to realize:::A leopard doesn't change its spots. All the homosexuals who are flooding into The City for the GayPrideParade proves it too.
    San Francisco isn't just evil. San Francisco is the SOURCE of evil.

    Between the party atmosphere, between the shiney throws twisting the minds of black children on Mardi Gras, New Orleans was VERY BAD for blacks who lived there.
    The one thing that really concerns me is that Katrina was UNCHARECTERISTICALLY a MAJOR concession on behalf of the gods for it got them OUT of this environment and dispersed them into FAR MORE HEALTHY environments than that which they experienced in New Orleans.
    The gods woud have been MORE than happy to allow these black to remain in their entrenched welfare state until The End. Instead many fo them will have a REAL CHANCE with this new start.
    Black people in San Francisco won't be so lucky.
    One of their goals with Katrina may have been to eliminate Houston as a sactuary for blacks. Watering down the favor with New Orleans's morbidly disfavored blacks would allow them to justify eliminating the effectiveness of the SamHouston clue.



    Working for an evil company is like being a US citizen::::Your country is warmongering and you're incurring evil because of it.
    And I suspect these employees get clues suggesting their should leave/not accept the job offer.
    I suspect this applies to their clients, although too many of them are already filth.
    This likely is extended to others who work for organizations who engage in evil.
    10:55p
    People who pursue psychoanalysis as a professtion are special, insigfhtful people who do have some depth.
    Sometime during their education or shortly thereafter they are told the truth, that their chosen profession is preditory, and to do the right thing means walking away from their educational investment.
    But it is either do this or initiate the clock, for if their stay in their profession their potential is limited.



    The 20th century was very "hands-on" but the 20th century was very Etruscan/Roman/Italian:::::The gods HATE these people evidence by the ample evidence presented below.
    This is Manifest Destiny::::Our positioned Anti-Christ is the archetect of the 1906 Earthquake, reconstruction of SF, erection of California which subsequently gave him a platform to assult business nationwide and globally.
    The Anti-Christ is the so-called godfather.
    And this individual is nothing more than a series of brain-less clone hosts, frequency of replacement based on ACTUAL (rather than telepathic) use::::
    1. Celebrities & politicians - heavy frequency
    2. Wealthy/telecommuting VPs/CEOs who nobody ever sees - light frequency


    The optimal ascention senario is when parents depart Earth with their infant children BEFORE their minds are posioned by this society. The next best-case senario is when an individual finds the path themself and makes their way out before puberty.
    Children who go up before puberty are candidates to remain the most superior of all life forms::The asexual. Expect these people to experience subsequent temptations once they arrive to further shrink the pool of candidates. Another example males are inferior to females:::Expect circumcision to play a part in this elimination round.
    I think these are the TRUE candidates for immortality. This is not to say there won't be sexualized people who make it, but those who do likely practice minimally and monogamously in the context of marriage, and that would exclude most if not all from modern society.

    Just as we have a cutoff between the sexual and the non-sexual I expect we have another cutoff between the war-mongering and the peace-loving which excludes the participating groups from ascention past a certain level::::
    1. Romans
    2. Scandanavians
    3. Japanese
    4. Pawnee
    5. THE UNITED STATES!!!! - Korea, Vietnam, Iraq.
    Ever since the early 50s US citizens have officially become monsters and justifiably grouped with the others listed above.
    > 95% of you who go won't be getting off of Planet Brain-Less Clones.



    Never forget the Italian geographic clue, for it can allieviate confusion::::
    The gods have total control over the entire planet, script its history precisely and all that you see around you are tools used to mislead and tempt.


    admithowmanyBrainLessclonehostsyoumade@BEFOREeachcelebritybecamefamous.com
    Many of you understand clone hosting, for they told you when you "die out" you would be granted a clone host body.

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    They share they use the preditory nature of Microsoft (preditory pricing, stole Windows from Apple) to justify manipulating files and directories with the XP Operating System. The less-celebrated Windows 2000 is supposed to be a sanctuary for the disfavored from this type of behavior as well as a clue.
    The manipulation of files and directories with the XP OS has cost the disfavored promotions and prevented them from ascending within the corporate enviornment.




    As sports memorabilia collectors learn more about the god's system they realize what they are doing is wrong. As light is shed people realize none of this material has value, and the more people understand the less value it retains. Whether the gods tell people to keep the price high ARTIFICIALLY is a different issue::::There is less demand and therefore prices should naturally fall. People just need to defy when told to buy, a common tactic the gods employ in the marketplace.
    These people who trade/sell after they understand this issue hurt themselves. They incurr evil because they now know they are hurting others. This also applies to selling DVDs, CDs and software.
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    Good food is much like good music to a culture:::Distraction and revelry, a way to minimize the number of people who ascend.
    This is nicely reflected in traditional Jewish foods.

    Another example Italians are grossly disfavored are their foodstuffs::::
    Tomatos are highly acidic and provides an "open door" for the gods to inflict upon those whom they so chose. Pasta is very starchy and fattening.
    Italian food creates fat people with stomach problems. Expect Etruscan strongholds (Rome) to be those whom traditionally maintained this type of diet.
    They gods smoothly translated this food into the American culinary landscape, for they have inflicted all the worst disfavored pureblood motherlands have to offer on the land of the disfavored mongrol reject castoffs (rot-gut food,.Celtic "holiday" of Halloween, etc).
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    Individuality is a scourge upon the people, an advent seen in recent decades, popularized when the gods implimented their greatest offensive on the disfavored:::::::::The 1960s.
    It may be the worst offensive ever employed on the disfavored, for this platform in the SanFranciscoBayArea spread this cancer globally, a "leveling of the playing field" event which further the gods efforts to justify ending on Planet Earth.
    Asians are the most favored race of people on Planet Earth::::Their wonderfully rich cultures helped the people understand and pursue lives highly respected by the gods. Conformity is a big theme among Asian cultures.

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    News story about Camp LeJune in North Carolina regarding Marines getting cancer from "toxic water". They scapegoat a local dry cleaner.
    It came from the camp, and I suspect some of those stationed there did the actual dumping. We've seen this type of behavior in Concord, causing an inordinantly high mental retardation rate within select neighborhoods.
    They scripted the dry cleaner strategy because they want this demographic to continue with their current behavior. A major scandal like this among the red states' military meatheads would shake their confidence to the core and initiate permanent change.

    Depending on their disfavor/progress the gods will tell people whatever it takes to get them to continue their behavior uninteruptted. Officially it is classified as temptation.
    A supermajority of the deaths that are ocurring in Iraq are real. Telling the disfavored their son was saved is a lie designed to maintain the perception of trust, corruptability and to ensure the disfavored's destructive pattern of behavior coninues uninterrupted:::
    1. They beemed their brain out and into a clone host before death.
    2. They were a clone all long, got out as a child and the child is waiting for you in "heaven".
    3. They switched them out with a clone before the incident/Iraq.
    4.
    5.

    All the people in Iraq and Afghanistan and all the families affected should be praying. Far more effective than protesting, which is damaging to the protesters, repairing favor collectively is the necessary element to end the war and bring them home.

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    The following is an OUTSTANDING example of reverse positioning::::::
    The gods used this “Manifest Destiny” positioning to create a new reality, minimizing the good things about the old world and emphisizing the bad things. Wine is one such an example.
    Wine is positioned to be a blessing from the gods, a fruitful bounty as a reward to a favored people. The reality is quite the opposite.
    The Mediterreanean region is grossly disfavored:::This IS the region targeted by the gods for the Noah’s Flood event (Straight of Gibralter broke through inundating the basin and killing untold millions).
    There was a time, not so long ago, when no self-respecting woman would EVER take a drink. Alcohol is a masculinizer, a tool used to abuse the disfavored, and cultures which fuck you for affecting my writing CHEATER. This is MY TIME PIGS PIGS PIGS PIGS PIGS!!!
    cultures which include women in the revelry are grossly disfavored.
    The masculinization of Etruscan/Roman/Italian women justified inflicting these people with the scourge of the Roman Empire. Wine made it happen.

    Too many think they saved many during the Noah's Flood event. I suspect black people are very confused regarding their current state and I think this topic can shed light::::
    These people living seaside on the Mediterranean during times of lower sea levels were slated for Termination. They were teetering on the brink for a long time. Expect that the gods offered clues prior to the event.
    If the gods wanted to save any of these people they would given them a second chance by sending them to higher ground.
    Count on very few being saved, and those whom were are the Ned Flanders rather than the Homer Simpsons.

    They utilize role models in the black community and elsewhere to help the disfavored understand.
    Ned Flanders.
    Much as they have scripted for the Apocalypse, expect the gods to only have saved THEIR PEOPLE prior to the Flood.
    The Second Coming of Christ is evil.

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    "We don't want a bunch of Mexicans showing up at Temple."::::::Please share with the audience about the cases of the disfavored attending Temple whom you are "persuading" to leave, ultimately with "hands-on" tactics. When you find the path there will be similar preditory tacitcs at your place of work, among your friends, even within your family.
    You must navigate the god's tretcherous waters:::Tretchery is everywhere.


    Breaking the temperance laws of the Roaring '20s was temptation which is still fucking the disfavored all to hell 80 years later.


    You people aren't god-fearing anymore. You think you're partners. Everything they've promised was always a lie. Officially it is classified as temptation. They offered this clue in the Bible:::There is no freewill.
    If you are afraid, if you are fearful it is a good thing. You are thinking right, and far too many will never get to this point.
    Try to take this fear with you everywhere you go, for it will help you think correctly and make good decisions.


    Your virginity may buy you tens of thousands of years up there.

    So many of you homeschoolers recognize the cancer that is the public school system yet allow cable television into your home, defeating the purpose.


    Love god, but NOT before your children:::god will lie to you, call it "temptation":::::We will ALL be held to the responsibilities entrusted to us, no matter what they request telepathically nor what temptations contradict this::Professional responsibilities, family responsibilities.
    Many parents believe their relationship with the gods is more important than their obligation to their children and it is going to cost them.



    ANYTIME you telepathically hear them represent anything that is not the truth, that is not god, you need to withdraw, shake it off, for the gods are using Artificial Intelligence to role play to you in an attempt to confuse you, just as they've been doing your whole life.
    I realize most of you were initially led to believe this thing is corporate, perhaps you were speaking to a person. You are in fact speaking to "god", for without this inifintely powerful tool that is Artificial Intelligence they are mere mortals.
    Of course you shouldn’t look at it like this, for you will anger the gods.


    Abandon your preoccupations and make this the only thing that matters in your life, for all other things in society are lies designed as temptation.
    Reprioritize and eliminate non-crucial obligations.
    People's friends will be used to create temptations, instill hurdles, prevent the candidate from ascending.
    They are grossly disfavored, just like the candidate, and the gods will segment that individual accordingly, telling them they are earning by being wicked.



    You need to fix your problems and get off Planet Earth before you have children.
    Your parents did the wrong things, they circumcised your brothers, they didn’t raise you correctly, and they didn't teach you about this thing at a young age. Just think where you might be now if you learned about it and began to pray when you all were little!!!
    If you don't fix your problems and get off you will make these same fatal mistakes. Even if your parents are going they will not stay long, and they will be relegated to Planet Brain-Less Clone. They won't be allowed to move on.
    You have to do this differently. You are lucky enough to have received warning ahead of time. You can avoid this fate.
    Start now. Telling you not to or do otherwise is temptation. Begin to think the right way and you will be more likely to evoke their mercy.
    You know this is true. Even if they don't make you know it telepathically you know it is true in your heart. Start now.
    Being childless up until now your mistakes only hurt you. Once you have children your mistakes will be hurting others, and they are superior life forms, for they are innocent, pure children.
    You need to get out NOW before you have children.

    When you comply and do things you shouldn't (tattooing, sexual, betrayal, etc) the gods are casting you into the category of "have nots", ensuring your disposability.

    What you hear is telepathic theater. What you see is real, what you see will be enforced::The god's positioning is Manifest Destiny. The will dispose of the planet the brain-less clones of the 20th century one day as well, for it was heinous:::You have TWO planets you need to get off of!!!!



    Education has costed more children their chance to go as a child of the gods, pure of heart and body, because it preoccupied their time:::::Between school, activities and TV/videogames/leisure the children are consumed and not receptive to god's calling.

    Like education, sex (virginal sex within the context of marriage) is reverse positioning that is difficult to dissern.
    My advice to the virginal homeschooling community is BELIEVE WHAT I SAY!!! The gods look down on sex and praise virgins. EXPECT their status as highest human life forms to be rewarded.
    Few if any will be allowed to exit with their virginity. You have the opportunity.
    There are worlds you have yet to imagine waiting for you. Be devoted to being a pure child of the gods.
    The gods respect good women FAR MORE than they respect good grades:::Instead of playing ask to help your mother tend to the home cooking and cleaning. For thousands of years this was your role and this is what you should be learning from your mother.
    When they use "magic" to peak you euphorically for sex resist.
    Female's indifference towards sex is yet more evidence proving their superiority:::Hypersexuality is a dumping ground for the most grossly disfavored.
    For thousands of years girls who heard their "call" got out and a clone was put in to mate with the males:::It is safe to assume these girls NEVER had intercourse.





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    The New Testament is evil.
    Jesus was another example of a Jewish clue::::Jews sacrifice to help people understand. Unfortunately, the gods subsequently twisted the legacy::::::::::They strategically wrote the New Testament with the specific goal of dietizing the prophet, initiating Christianity as the cancer that it is:::Expect that the REAL teachings of Jesus were buried and replaced with this strategic scripture. When you understand their positioning you can see this clearly in this modern era:::::Everything new is evil, everything old is good. This is an impression applicable to the Bible as well.
    There is no such thing as a savior. You have to save yourself.

    So many Christians used to laugh at the gods, intentionally committing evil believing they would receive death-bed absolution when they repented.
    This is a legacy of Christianity.
    I'd like to remind you about the frequency of Roman orgies.

    Muslims were right::::Earning interest IS evil.

    The gods are angry that I am educating Manifest Destiny's next target:::India. Money AND SEX are not issues on the other planets ( > Level 2), and profit, interest and excessive consumption are things that hurt you in the eyes of the gods.
    This can be considered a positive for India, for they received extra decades before this temptation was employed upon them. But now even communist China is corrupted by money.
    The gods are "leveling the playing field", paving the way for The End globally.

    The Mother Teresa issue was the attempt to help the Hindus achieve "salvation" under the positioning that is Manifest Destiny.
    Hindus are not without their problems. People are sick/injured because of their disfavor, and we see a HUGE influx of Indians into medicine, just as we see blacks and Philipinos in lesser roles.
    Speaking of, Philipinos have EVERYTHING going against them:::::
    1. "Their blood is garbage." The gods sent many Asian invaders in to rape the Philipino women. I understand the women have a "rape complex" because of it, not unlike the Africans hypersexuality complex.
    2. They have an association with the United States.
    3. They are Roman Catholic.
    4. They have a burgeoning homosexuality problem.
    5. They have a growing terrorism issue.

    Manifest Destiny dictates a white-man's prophecy - White-man's world, white-man's Apocalypse:::

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    Twenty-somethings are conditioned to respond positively to magic::::::they are the ecstasy generation.
    This is not by accident. Expect they will be an important generation ("in charge", etc) when the battle between the Anti-Christ and Second Coming of Christ ocurrs.
    This of course will be a 20-year war-revelry cycle distraction theater, and they want these people consumed by the high level of magic that will occur.
    This generation is The Damned::::You're all going to die PEAKING like you're on X.

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    Austrian Sigmund Freud is known as the father of psychoanalysis, yet people have (mental) health problems because of their disfavor, illustrating the predatory purpose of this discipline, this individual.
    These people.
    Of course Hitler was Austrian:::An Austrian-born leader of a foreign nation.
    Glock, maker of the semi-automatic gun favored by black street gangs such as the Bloods and the Crips, is Austrian. RedBull Energy drink, Buwdeiser both Austrian.
    All are preditory on males, as is The Terminator (guy-flick film genre - desensitization - like casual sex affects ability to achieve depth) AND his prior interest of bodybuilding (steroids, strength an "open door" to abuse the disfavored).
    What role do Austrians play in the cigarette industry??

    The Holocaust was foreshadowing.
    The gods established the pattern::::: the Jews sacrifice to help the disfavored understand::::
    1. 1492 exodus from Spain. Spain became evil - financed Columbus, initiated missionaries, USA (dumping ground of disfavored, victimized by god), etc.
    2. Spread throughout Europe as clue to Christians worshipping a false god.
    3. "Quasi-Holocaust claim" contradicting boss.
    4. 5. 6. 7. etc. etc. etc.
    The Apocalypse (or an apocalyptic event) will be initiated by an Austrian. When the national referendum to allow foreign-born individuals to run for president is introduced I recommend you DEFY and vote NO!! In the years prior to this vote the gods will send POWERFUL clues suggesting the IMPORTANCE OF DEFIANCE.
    In World War II people sat by idly and watched the disfavored be slaughtered.
    In my Situation people sat by idley and watched my life be destroyed for use preying on the disfavored.
    When the REAL Holocuast happens people will sit by idley and watch tens of millions of blacks/cholos/white trash be Terminated, people who are the way they are (abusive, abrasive, violent, criminal) BECAUSE of their disfavor. Like the disfavored survivors, people who are getting fucked by the gods.
    And each and every person who sits by idley will incurr evil, perhaps limiting ascention.


    Apex of irony in the Situaiton:::Jew calls in Quasi-Holocaust claim and takes boss, re-igniting the flames of anti-Semitism among blacks & rednecks in the crucial years before the black holocaust.

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    Italy's boot is a clue showing the god's intent with the Romans AND their active involvement::::The gods micromanaged the Etruscans into their role as Romans, just as they micromanaged me with Artificial Intelligence into the role they scripted for this Situation:::::
    I am the inverse image of the Jews::::
    The Jews sacrificed to help the disfavored understand.
    I sacrifice so the gods can mislead and confuse you.
    Oshkosh is a clue just as Lake Michigan and Green Bay are clues::::Oshkosh is the ejaculate clue:::Life springs forth from this region. Expect your traditional Second Coming of Christ to come from the region.
    The gods dirtied me up but the Second Coming will be squeaky clean. Consistant with the possibility of matrilinial lineage it may be the mother's family from the Lake Winnebago area fulfilling "Manifest Destiny" theater:::
    Because of the gross disfavor of the people the gods emphasize/enhance evil, utilizing "magic" (peaked euphoria), as they will during the Second Coming of Christ, and they minimize good, for the people's collective favor has fallen sufficiently to justify this behavior (masculinization of women).
    You see Manifest Destiny all around you (corporate)::::Manifest Destiny dictates a white-man's prophecy:::::White-man's world, white-man's Apocalypse. Expect The End to occur EXACTLY as it reads in Revelations. When this happens in 30 years there will be no more black Jesus devotees. Attrition will have eliminated this population. This of course is a good sign for the bottom-of-the-barrel who will be betting on the Second Coming of Christ, but their devotion better be genuine, for they will be subject to the god's minimization tactics.
    Since the gods don't respect Christianity I wouldn’t be surprised if they have the Second Coming lead the people to the center of a star, but this is far less likely with blacks out of the picture.
    The REAL battle of good and evil occurs within these pages, for no one but me would DARE to fight the gods as I do:::They manufactured a person who had seething hatred for them, strategically destroying his life SPECIFICALLY for their use in preying on the disfavored:::It is yet another example of "back-handed help" the gods offer to the disfavored.
    The battle continues telepathically in people's minds, the REAL battleground for people's souls:::The voice you hear is your enemy, leading you into temptation.
    The battle of good and evil is you vs the gods.

    Women are the favored gender:::Those who understand what it means to be a woman are already halfway there.
    The purpose of the masculinization of women of the last 40 years was to pave the way (justification) for The End, for it brought mankind's collective favor down.

    This isn’t about reals and clones. This is about the brains and the brain-less:::The brain-less are people whose families have been OUT FOR GENERATIONS, families lucky enough to avoid this disturbing age and its accompanying abuses.
    Brain-less clone's reals got out back when they were peasants, just as the wealthy, royal families and Pharrohs did centuries/millennia before. The gods inserted their brain-less clones and used these tools to create this scripted history here on Earth.
    There is no such thing as Earthly-management. Claims contrary are deceptive. Without Artificial Intelligence acting and speaking through them brain-less clones/clone hosts are inanimate objects. Also the gods replace strategic (predatory) brain-less clones frequently as a risk/benefit managerial tactic, ensuring none will stay for long.
    This is the key which unlocks the god’s puzzle.
    Many of you understand clone hosting, for they told you when you "die out" you would be granted a clone host body. On the other planets people can utilize the "clone hosting" privilege and enjoy life as a superior athlete or some other form.

    The Italian brain-less clones were used as monsters because of their gross disfavor::They are the home of the ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH whose Manifest Destiny dogma is drawn from the New Testament; they incurred the scourge of opera, Italy's hip hop; they experienced the masculinzation of Etruscan women, justified with Catholicism.
    I think the Jewish brain-less clones who were used as monsters were used as such out of convienience::::The Southern man is grossly disfavored, and the gods were able to manipulate their perception of Jews, creating ill-will, stoking anti-Semitic attitudes among the grossly disfavored.
    I don't know why Austrian brain-less clones were used as monsters. Maybe for one of those reasons, maybe both, maybe neither.

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    The disfavored have the look of evil upon their faces:::The gods have punished their blood line for the evil of their forefathers; their decision to sell out their blood line costed the descendants, and the gods sent this message by altering their appearance.
    I realize this topic is a major problem for it confuses many people::::::::
    Brain-less clones stay beautiful despite their evil because they are ACTIVELY used as predator in the role of corruptor (their active involvement is the clue for it is not decent. MYOB good. Some exception to this rule is made for those who are highly visible::::Despite being predatory the gods abuse W by making him sound like a blooming idiot when he speaks.). The gods NEED to maintain brain-less clone's appearance or else it will send this clue:::The look of evil upon people's face is a sign to avoid them, for they are grossly disfavored.
    They warned people life would become more difficult, and not seeing evil upon wicked brain-less clone's faces is an outstanding example.
    There ARE two sets of rules the gods apply:::One for the people, one for the "property" (clue sent with the wealthy able to buy justice). This is a topic that has confused and corrupted people for decades. I recommend you NOT compare yourself to others, for this had gotten you in trouble in the past. MYOB, fix your problems and get off Planet Earth.


    People were pushed into having gay experiences because their parents were sell-out whores.
    People were pushed into being sell-out whores because their parents sold their blood line down the river in the early 20th century.
    People were pushed into selling their blood line down the river because they didn’t pray.
    Man hasn’t prayed to god for thousands of years but we have to pay in this manner because we have the unenviable distinction of living in this day and age, this enforced standard justified with the 20th century life of comfort, such as indoor plumbing, refrigeration, canned foods::::Life used to be hard but it was good. Now life is easy but is ugly.
    They're not allowing the disfavored to take it for granted.
    For thousands of years life remained essentially unchanged for the peasants. Now in the last century, certainly the last 40 years everything has changed. Do you REALLY think they were doing things wrong all along?
    The following is a very good example of reverse positioning, how it is employed to facilitate the deterioration of life on Planet Earth AND a glimpse into the proper way to live for those determined to save themselves:::::
    I've mentioned the gods look down on eating and sex.
    Before 1900 life was hard but it was good. Now life is easy but it is ugly.
    Food is an important part of this equation, for access to diverse food items increased in the last 100 years. Before 1900 the peasantry was limited to basic staples, the foodstuffs common to our nationalities. Now we can enjoy food from every corner of the globe.
    It is temptation. And this temptation continues once you get off Planet Earth, for the food gets better and the items more diverse, "magic"-fueled sexual satisfaction more common.
    Level 2 is the Manifest Destiny "heaven", and what they embraced in the 20th century is what will be valued there:::Expect them to position hypersexuality into that society. They will employ tactics to compel you into this temptation, like offering you the IDEAL spouse, other tactics that will at least certainly delay your departure from Level 2.
    The gods offer you clues in the very nature of the act:::::The anti-climatic nature of intercourse, ironically. Female's indifference towards sex is yet more evidence proving their superiority.
    It is best to accept a celebant lifestyle, INCLUDING masturbation, resist temptations here and up there and explore this:::::Expect an asexual life as the norm on the planets after Level 2.


    ANYTIME you feel "peaked", experience craving or ANY thought disturbance where you want or like something irrationally (ex:::Halloween, Harley Davidson (theme:::Halloween colors), Dale Earnhardt, Christmas, hip hop subculture) IT IS THEM TRYING TO HURT YOU!!!!!! "Magic" is used EXCLUSIVELY to hurt the disfavored; it is the fuel of disfunction::::::addiction, homosexuality, crack babies.
    In times past when gods felt more generous they employed their powers to help the disfavored (geographical clues, teachings of the Bible), but as time went on and people succumbed to temptation the gods only used their power to HURT the disfavored (1906, boss, disturbing use of "magic" to mislead people into temptation).
    There are subtle (sub)conscious tactics they can employ with the computer to make you think as if you are cooperating when they really are pushing you into your offense. If you don't do the right things you will do the wrong things, and the right thing is to ACTIVELY fix your relationship with the gods and ACTIVELY work to get off Planet Earth.

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    HOW TO PRAY:::1. I'm sorry for what I've done wrong. 2. I don't want to make any more mistakes. 3. I want to fix my problems. 4. Please don't hurt me.

    We will ALL be held to the responsibilities entrusted to us, no matter what they request telepathically nor what temptations contradict this::Professional responsibilities, family responsibilities.

    If you don't do the right thing you're going to do the wrong thing, and the right thing to do is to ACTIVELY fix your problems and pursue the favor of the gods.
    The gods imparted wisdom in the Bible to help teach people the right way to live:::Tempation will be used to test you. You have to be willing to tell them "No." If you "think right" you may evoke their mercy.
    You will never get off Planet Earth unless you are "thinking right", so you should focus on it.
    If you're not working hard to fix your problems, if you don't creatively work to get the hell off Earth then you will slowly slip back into your old pattern and be consumed by it, by the reverse positioning-institutions they instilled as temptations::::popular culture, democracy, materialism.

    The gods manufacture "open doors" to justify creating problems in the lives of people who engage in behavior they shouldn't. Some of these "open doors" apply to a supermajority of the people::::
    - Democracy is used to create pathologies of empowerment and control.
    - Materialism/greed generate problems with money, glorify overconsumption, etc.
    Other "open doors" are specific to each individual. People shouldn't be watching movies, TV, listening to music. When they do the gods use the themes and topics presented therein and instruct Artificial Intelligence to create pathologies around them. Also they put forth intimate situations people SHOUDN'T be viewing. As is gossip-mongering, this is preditory on women and compells them to incurr evil.
    If you are particularly intelligent, strong or very good at an (competitive) activity they will instruct Artificial Intelligence to create an overconfidence that will hurt you.
    Differentiate between your thoughts and when they push thoughts. Recognize when they are employing "magic":::Peaked euphoria is the fuel of dysfunction and can help you identify these "open doors" in your life.
    Abandon your preoccupations and make this the only thing that matters in your life, for all other things in society are lies designed as temptation.

    I have put forth indisputable evidence, as you see above with the Jews. The gods will never admit any of it is true, ever, especially since THE BIGGEST JEWISH CLUE IS STILL OUTSTANDING::::THE HOLOCAUST!!!!!
    YOU HAVE TO DEFY!!!! They will lie to the disfavored up until the bitter end::::This tactic will ensure they claim a HUGE percentage of the disfavored, for so many refuse to defy and this will ensure they don't go.

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    My best advice to you all would be understand what I say is true then WITHDRAW, not only from this plethora of detail (for updating the disfavored on this perpetual theater is a tactic designed to distract. You should never be so arrogant to think you are entitled to understand the god's behavior.) but also withdraw from this cancerous culture. Pursue the truth that you just learned and ACTIVELY work hard to repair your relationship with the gods. Understand how these corrupt institutions (macro:::democracy, materialism/greed; micro:::"Open doors", ie themes in movies, music, TV which they used "magic" to create pathologies around) affect your life and save what clues they will offer you for when you REALLY need them. Be very attentive and gracious, for you are counting on their generosity.
    If you are good and decent and respectable you won't want to hear about all this. If you do desire to hear more take it as a clue, for it is a symptom::::They are peaking you euphorically, and this "magic" is being used to compel you into wanting something unhealthy.
    Understand how the corrupted INSTITUTIONS affect your life and make the appropriate changes. For example, they use democracy to justify instructing the computer to create a sense of empowerment, control. If you recognize this you are better able to address the damaging effects.
    The gods will want to know who I helped and how they are doing. If people begin down the path with my teachings they will be on a list that the gods will PERSONALLY look in on. The numbers of people who pursue the path immediately after I illustrate it will be very small due to their minimization tactics, role playing, etc, and they will be members of an elite group.
    Remember::The gods only use their powers to hurt the disfavored, and everything involved in this Situation are all good examples::::
    I am the inverse image of the Jews::::
    The Jews sacrificed to help the disfavored understand.
    I sacrifice so the gods can mislead and confuse you.
    Please let me remind you the Jews sacrificed, illustrating to people that boss wasn't going to happen, showing the world that all these popular culture elements associated with the Situation were the gods employing their powers to prey on the disfavored with perpetual theater, keeping them captivated for over 30 years now. They made them (some segments) think that because I was scapegoatted for the creation of these distraction-based popular culture items I was responsible and will be forced to bring up those affected people, a delaying/unrespectablility tactic effective for decades now.
    The reality is boss was NEVER going to happen. They needed to wait until timing was appropriate, until Artificial Intelligence pushed me into my mistakes, justifying failure, before they could offer the Jewish clue.

    Focus on purity:::::Be pure of mind and body. Recognize the open doors in the media and how they are used to introduce impure thoughts and refrain.
    Your virginity may buy you tens of thousands of years up there.

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    1. Corporate sourcing violently punished::::
    They suggest the whole "sourcing" era, where it is positioned that their brain-less clones obtained product from China and other Asian countries for the lowest possible price (scapegoatting a good company EXCLUSIVELY in their media when they all do it), will be punished violently if the gods elect to employ the "Asian invasion" script::::
    One of the reasons it was so important to get out before 1980 (important to get out before the end of each 20-year war-revelry cycle - 1960, 1980, 2000, 2020, etc:::Things deteriorate dramatically as we begin each new 20-year cycle.).
    Product packaging changed in the 1980s and we went from paper to plastic, pardon the pun. This, as well as the disposability of near-durable goods altered retail and made the marketplace a preditory environment.
    The disfavored incurr when they purchase packaging-intense products, especially when that packaging is plastic.

    2. Deception of Southern rednecks to blame for Republican control:::::
    Republicans, party of predatory disfavored, keep guns available. Easy gun availability is an "open door" for the gods, a tool used to prey on the disfavored::::Virgina Tech foreshadowing??
    Republicans, party of predatory disfavored, gave you the distraction that was the Clinton impeachment theater in 1998.
    Republican loyalty is why no one cares that rednecks are set up for the slaughter.
    Democrats good. Liberalism evil. Of course there are good and evil in both parties.

    The Simpsons are a wonderful example of "back handed help" offered to the disfavored:::Homer is not decent and Bart was a role model to children in the show's heyday.
    The Simpsons offered many clues to the disfavored, not the least of which ARE the frequent references to "pack/mob mentality". Another is the references to the iPod as death and the electric chair. Yet another is the statement on fashion::They all wear the same clothing every episode.

    Kosher is a favor bestowed upon the Jews. The South eats LOTS of pork and there is an oyster bar on every corner. It's like liquor stores in the ghetto. This is the kind of irony the gods laugh about.
    The gods have quite a sophisticated taste for irony:::::The Jew takes boss by calling in the Quasi-Holocaust claim when it was originally used to help the disfavored understand.

    The gods got rid of the retarded woman who lived across the street, prior to the fall of 2006 so their handiwork wouldn't stare them in the face while there was so much attention.
    The gods took similar evasive maneuvers w/ bi-racial so they could continue using this open door to victimize the disfavored.

    Understand not only how things REALLY are, the gods actively manage Earth with their brain-less clones/clone hosts, but also realize their positioning, for it will help you interpret their clues. For example::::"Manifest Destiny dictates a white-man's prophecy - White-man's world, white-man's Apocolypse" is very real and we see it around us every day in corporate. It is not isolated here in the United States:::"westernization" has infested the entire world. This is a clue, and how the book of Revelations reads IS what is going to happen.

    Bill Clinton wasn't impeached because he lied.
    Bill Clinton wasn't impeached because he was orally copulated.
    Bill Clinton was impeached because it was 1998.
    It was end of 20-year war-revelry cycle distraction theater, of which there are MANY examples::: Brought to you by the party of the predatory disfavored, the Republican party.

    American space tourist returned after 13 days in space::::"The first thing he noticed about Earth was the smell."
    They don't want people who have left coming back or watching. They WILL do things like this:::The intent is to prevent people from returning for favorite experiences or watching proceedings on Earth, utilizing a sick, disturbing environment (following and complaining about their family/watching proceedings of the Second Coming of Christ and subsequent Apocalypse, which has been HIGHLY anticipated for centuries. It's theater is no longer good for the drama has been ruined.).
    Many of these families are in trouble, and disregard for their descendants causes them to fall further into disfavor. I suspect many of these 20th century individuals will be reincarnated for The End, cast out into space upon subduction, foreshadowed on The Simpsons.
    This is merely one piece of evidence proving my Situation had to fail:::It would have commanded much attention from the other planets. Now I exposed the Second Coming of Christ in the most undramatic of ways, and since this event will occur at the end of 20-year war-revelry cycle, distraction theater targeting the "bottom of the barrel", these families teetering on the fence won't watch.
    Won't complain about their descendants.
    And it is win-win for the gods, for they manufactured a scapegoat and now it is all my fault.
    SUCK.

    Celebrities are very active, very visible, and as a result there are lots of brain-less clones of these individuals.
    The godfather could even be a fictional character. The gods could have accomplished his tasks exclusively with telepathic means. There are few godfathers because of it, and since the evil could be achieved, the script for Planet Earth orchestrated telepathically, without his direct involvement, he will realize far more time than other brain-less clones.

    The gods scripted germanics into the Situation specifically to ensure failure, for their active involvement would have forced these less-disfavored germanics to incur evil. Since these people are FAR more favored than Etruscans this was not acceptable, hence the gods positioned in failure by choosing the appropriate pieces of the puzzle.

    The Situation was timed perfectly. The gods leave nothing to chance. Part of that timing was the age of my sibling's children, for if they were young enough the mother (present ability) could have saved herself the "easy way", applying herself to her children, thereby getting her and her children out once successfully negotiating temptation and treachery.
    As it stands if she saves herself she will answer for every casual sex encounter, every act of corruption, making ascension much more difficult.

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    The Jews showed you boss wasn't going to happen with the Quasi-Holocaust claim. They will emphasize to the bitter end that there is no pattern of Jewish clues. They do so because there is still one clue outstanding, those most important clue:::::World War II's Holocaust.
    The apex of irony in the Situaiton:::The Jew calls in Quasi-Holocaust claim and takes boss, re-igniting the flames of anti-Semitism among blacks and other grossly disfavored groups in the crucial years before the black holocaust.
    Incidentally, if I WAS somebody special reincarnated and sent back to Earth, even if I merely had a unique opportunity they would have made me consciously aware of it OUT OF RESPECT.
    There was nothing.
    The Jews sacrificed to show you boss wasn't going to happen. When the Jews offer a clue you need to listen, and the Holocaust is BIGGEST Jewish clue ever, the clue still outstanding.
    I didn't work for the State of Israel. I didn't work for the Jewish Community Center.
    This is the natural relationship:::Proprietor and employee. Don't let this tactics deceive you:::Quasi-Holocaust is a REAL Jewish clue.

    The gods say they are segmenting some gravely disfavored and telling them I will be reincarnated. They tell these people I will still save them, just in a different life, and they should wait for me. Many of the grossly disfavored, people like my family, will obediently comply.
    The gods will instruct Artificial Intelligence to lie to the disfavored until the Apocalypse for it will ensure a supermajority of them die, they will rely on their relationship until the bitter end. Expect they position this to many disfavored segments by using me to continue this perpetual theater, telling segments I've been reincarnated into a different family and I still will save everybody.

    They used virginity as a hook, much like they did pushing me into the Lisa event, capturing many many women, keeping them engrossed, even after they took my virginity because it had become counter-strategic.

    They intend on scapegoatting the Manifest Destiny Italians for my demise. They will continue to enforce their positioning for a very specific reason::::::It is important because it maintains an elimination round:::When what people remain find out the truth that the gods are preying upon us it will eliminate YET ANOTHER 50% of the disfavored!!!

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    The bell curves represent segments, ie people whom they place into a certain groups based on how the gods position to them:::
    1. AIDS in Africa is good, they're going for racism and black people are really #1.
    2. AIDS in Africa is bad but they all go up so it is just a little short-term suffering for immortality.
    There are other lies they tell to the disfavored regarding this topic as well. Neither is true. But these lies represent different segments the gods place people into. These segments can overlap various categories/levels of disfavor as you see from the graph above. Also expect a smattering of dots, for none of these graphs would be smooth bell curves are you see above (from 50mb Outlook journal & 24+ handwritten composition books).

    Transsexual segmentation:::See if this type of segmentation applies to you. They grant trans and many homos a high level of privilege telepathically (knowledge) so as to give them a false sense of security, very important to compel them to schedule their sex-change operation.
    The gods pushed people into being gay then murdered them with AIDS.

    Everybody here on Earth is disfavored. The gods get the favored off so they don't incur evil.
    The disfavored here on Earth are broken down into categories based on the level of disfavor they are inflicted with.
    People with less disfavor suffer a lower incidence of abuse than people with a high level of disfavor.
    Anybody on Earth who rides a motorcycle is subject to these percentages based on whatever category of disfavor they fall within.
    Far more homeless will die on a motorcycle than those who are comfortable, but they will still claim a certain percentage of the latter who ride motorcycles.
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    The gods will send clues signaling that they have disposed of a good company or a company has become evil:::::
    1. Merger & Acquisition era, very prevalent in the 80s and 90s (example I frequently use is PriceClub/Costco. Also WellsFargo/Crocker, Macy's/EmporiumCapwells, Chevron/Texaco/UnoCal, Sears/Kmart, FedEx/Kinkos, etc. Consistant with organizational policy (& marketting strategy:::"Not your father's Oldsmobile.") expect Oldsmobile to have been the only good auto division within GM.))
    2. Apple Computer. A product such as this is inherently evil because it is essentially a distraction.
    The iPod was a sign Apple Computer had subscribed to evil.
    They shared people who transferred their records to cassettes got in trouble. People who rip music will get into similar trouble.
    This renders the iPod and similar MP3 products a very strong temptation, for most people won't be buying their favorite albums in the MP3 format when they have it on CD.
    Music is revelry and the gods view this strictly.
    There are other examples where it appears as if a company got into trouble and emerged with a lucrative product/diversification, perhaps a clue they subscribed to evil:::::Sony, Dodge/Plymouth.

    Apple Computer's pact with Intel was symbolic::::Once the transition is complete and all Apple Computers are made with Intel processors it is a sign Apple Computer's management (brains) have fully transitioned and now Apple Computer is completely evil.

    They share they use the preditory nature of Microsoft (preditory pricing, stole Windows from Apple) to justify manipulating files and directories with the XP Operating System. The less-celebrated Windows 2000 is supposed to be a sanctuary for the disfavored from this type of behavior as well as a clue.
    The manipulation of files and directories with the XP OS has cost the disfavored promotions and prevented them from ascending within the corporate enviornment.

    The gods will also send this clue by attacking a good disfavored company, either by creating problems with the product (Firestone, JetBlue) or by attacking them in a media form (McDonalds).
    Don't be surprised if the clown was a clue regarding the industry in general. Small portions in fast food is a VERY BIG CLUE!!!!
    Blacks have a notoriously bad diet and I suspect they use this issue to help dirty up McDonalds.
    Yes, they die by 50 of heart disease. Yes they LOVE McDonalds. Expect compensatory issues in this case.
    McDonalds ironically might be where they get some of their best nutrition!!!! Don't be surprised if the gods have a joke here.
    There are other tactics where an evil entity will acquire an (controlling) interest in an organization, allowing the gods to justify making that company evil.

    This is a good issue illustrating the two realities:::::::The gods and their Manifest Destiny positioning:::::The gods have positioned some as predatory on the disfavored while others are empathetic with the disfavored.
    Redwhite&blue or red and gold, it doesn't really matter because they are all brain-less clones.
    Those with less disfavor are guided into red and gold while the grossly disfavored are led into redwhite&blue.
    The truth is both are bad because they sell materialism/greed (advertising promotes coveting). The god's positioning is if you pick correctly you are more likely to ascend. When the chips are on the table it really doesn't matter. Expect the intent of this issue to be as preoccupier, a delaying tactic used on different segments of disfavored.
    I recommend you consider it a test of intelligence and minimize your purchases generally.

    Product packaging changed in the 1980s and we went from paper to plastic, pardon the pun. This, as well as the disposability of near-durable goods altered retail and made the marketplace a preditory environment.
    The disfavored incurr when they purchase packaging-intense products, especially when that packaging is plastic.


    Sadly the reality here is these things are ALL brain-less clone hosts, all tools of the gods used to prey on people, and when the heat is on they will ALL be used as such.
    It is a good idea to practice good habits, and minimizing purchases/buying from positioned good are two. But never count on them, for you WILL lose.
    Consuming from good companies exclusively will buy you nothing.

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    Latino's "extra time" has passed, and now you will be targetted by the gods with every tactic in their Manifest Destiny arsenal.


    Latino people::::The gods drew you into the ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH with trinkets and promises. Just like you wanted what the missionaries offered you WANTED to come to the US.
    They FORCED the Europeans into Christianity with the "push" strategy. They LED Latinos there, utilizing the "pull" strategy, just like they are leading you into the United States. This means something BAD for Latino people.
    Replay for all the Eases, Cholos and Latino Nationals. Translation:::Replay for all the low-life Raider fans and normal Latino people whose children will be going in that direction if they stay in the United States. Incidentally, these people will be targets come the holocaust.
    Foreign nationals go home:::The anti-immigration movement is another example of "back-handed help". Newspaper reports Asians have a harder time immigrating than other groups and it is due to less disfavor.
    Just like the Europeans 100 years before::::The members of the family with favor stayed in the motherland.

    I wanted to address the issue of the masculinization of Latino women:::::
    They said many Latinos recognize their wealthy woman as being more effeminate than the peasantry.
    They of course are brain-less clones and this is another example of back-handed help:::::
    It is positioned that the wealthy Latino women are on their way to fixing their problems with the gods and that is why they exhibit effeminate characteristics. They are being used as role models for the other Latinos, much as the Amish in Pennsylvania and the Jews in Europe prior to the 20th century. Unfortunately, the gods utilize the open doors they manufacture and as a result this is yet another example of Latinos being corrupted by money, the dominant message in this example.
    The Bible says money is a corruptor and people should beware of materialism and greed. Materialism and greed is what the United States is all about!!!!!
    You won't go to heaven if you got a problem with money.

    Your may think your culture is everything but there are bad cultures the gods inflicted upon the disfavored:::
    1. Mayan human sacrifice
    2. African body ornamentation
    3. hip hop
    4. All this muerte death shit in fucking chicano culture, dude.
    THAT MEANS IT'S BAD FOR YOU!!!!!
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    The regions in Africa that suffer from drought/famine are the same that have a very high incidence of female genital mutilation.

    Drive-by shootings were punishment for listening to gangster rap.

    NEVER EVER err on the side of favor. It is QUITE OBVIOUS black people are NOT FAVORED:::::
    So many blacks believe reverse positioning. Quality of life is NOT reverse positionable:::
    1. People are dying of AIDS, their bodies are being ruined by these pharmaceutical "cocktails":::The gods are more than happy to send pharmecuticals to Africa yet refused to send food during the Ethiopian famine.
    Manifest Destiny positioning says they let them starve because of female genitile mutiliation. The reality is god let them starve because they hate them.
    2. The regions in Africa that suffer from drought/famine are the same that have a very high incidence of female genital mutilation.
    3. Drive-by shootings were punishment for listening to gangster rap.
    - Tuskegee syphilis experiment
    - Hypersexuality. This comes through in African art as well.
    - Body ornamentation. People think that just because a culture is old, from the motherland that it is good. Quite the contrary:::::Both hip hop and African cultures that emphasized body ornamentation were both INFLICTED UPON YOU!!!
    The list goes on.

    Many things you do hurt you in the eyes of the gods:::
    1. Vanity.
    2. Jewelry/adornment
    3. Superficiality - cars, etc.
    They use their media as an "open door". This captures a HUGE percentage of blacks BECAUSE of your GROSS DISFAVOR::::
    Recognize your disfavor:::::Distractions around you is like rock around a crackhead.
    If you don't throw away the CDs, DVDs and cancel cable you WILL slowly slip back into your old pattern and you will be lost forever.

    I've illustrated how Contra Costa is preditory on blacks, the Port Chicago Explosion was an early clue::::
    1. Richmond's Iron Triangle, perhaps the worst region in the nation and the world for this degenerate black behavior. Of course just as Candlestick was the worst of the three sports complexes because it was SanFrancsico EXPECT BV/Hunter'sPoint&WesternAddition to give the Iron Triangle a run for its money.
    It's just the way it is:::When the disfavored come into god's favored land (California) they are mercilessly attacked (60s), and this is why the three major sports complexes in California (LAForum, OakColus, SFCandlestick) were built in or on the edge of the ghetto.
    And to anyone who listens to this positioning that "San Francisco has changed." needs to realize:::A leopard doesn't change its spots. All the homosexuals who are flooding into The City for the GayPrideParade proves it too.
    San Francisco isn't just evil. San Francisco is the SOURCE of evil.



    I have addressed how the gods created open doors for accomplished blacks, utilizing tactics such as inciters which directed them away from the path. Understand this demographic::::They would have little if anything to do with sports.
    As time progresses "it" is becoming increasingly difficult, and Obama Mobarack is an outstanding example:::He will be used as an "open door" to high level blacks, justifying the explosion of bi-racial families.
    They suggest bi-racial ensures they are limited to Planet Brain-Less Clone, aka Planet 20th century.
    This is a hazard because just like Earth one day the gods will dispose of that planet as well.

    Whereas drive-bys were popularized by gangster rap, expect there will be a different wave of violence this next revelry cycle::::
    Don't be surprised if they tell these people that if they home invade their buddy's house and kill his parents, siblings and babies this will hasten their departure and they will all depart off planet Earth immediately, that they are doing their buddy and his family a favor.
    They will and do segment the morbidly disfavored like this.
    They segment polygamous Muslims similarly, each one of them thinking their brains will be beamed out and into a clone host upon martyrdom.
    They've mentioned not all the 911 terrorists were beamed off the airplanes before impact. This was a very important event and the percentage was appropriately high because of it. But a common terrorist attack would be an example of a disposal method the gods utilize.

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    . . . Obama's Mobarack‘s association with the record company exec < symbolic_clue >
    . . . Similarity between names Osama and Obama < no_coincidence >
    Hillary Clinton is the candidate of the black disfavored, a good example of back-handed help because, like QEII, she will be used as a masculinizer of women and this "open door" WILL be utilized.
    1. Osama's revelry cycle ('10-'20)=gangster rap
    Schwartzenegger's appearance on Pimp My Ride is a clue.
    2. Schwartzenegger takes office 2020
    3. Black holocaust 2025-ish, justified by § < revelry_cycle_behavior >
    4. Reparations 2035 EXPRESSLY for holocaust
    . . Ensuring they'll all take it
    5. Battle btwn Anti-Christ/Second Coming in 2038 (2058, 2078, etc)
    . . End of 20yr war-revelry cycle distraction theater
    6. The End - global subduction in 2041 ('61, '81, etc)
    7. What blacks remain hurled into space § < gold_cards_in_hand >
    Reality is it could happen anytime after The Terminator takes office. And it might not be him, but Hitler was a Austrian born leader of a foreign nation, so...
    Spamming this document across the internet might change the god's plans (more accurately said::::Alter their positioning and bring it in line according to their script, ie NO AUSTRIAN INVOLVEMENT), but the Jews are very, very special:::::The Jewish Holocaust clue WILL be fulfilled.

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    Role playing telepathically associates the disfavored with the brain-less clone host monsters whom they instruct Artificial Intelligence to push. They've been using this tactic throughout the Situation. (Due to this celebrity culture we live in they EXCLUSIVELY push brain-less clones (Except for family members); Artificial Intelligence is the source of all words and acts of brain-less clones.)
    So when you make your way, when you think about my teachings/explore your depth they will instruct Artificial Intelligence to push these brain-less clones. The gods manufactured this association specifically to create an open door, for it will capture a certain percentage and allow the gods to justify forcing failure.
    I'm sorry. Like the look of evil upon the disfavored faces, like affecting people's thoughts, like all the other changes, this too is just another consequence of waiting:::If you want to hear these teachings it will carry a price and is yet another hurdle which you will need to overcome.

    Role players are being used to HURT the disfavored:::They are used to minimize the numbers of people who were receptive to this message, utilizing fame as a distraction to the ignorant.
    As time goes on the gods will use other role players, likely further down to trough, to symbolize the changing environment.
    No matter what they say under the positioning that is Manifest Destiny all those families used as role players are predators, as their involvement indicates. Despite their importance under society's positioning that is Manifest Destiny they are discounted on the other planets because of their evil:::They are being used to hurt others.
    This reflects poorly upon their reals on the other planets, despite the clone's different name and altered DNA.


    Brain-less clones who are used, telepathically or otherwise, are evil, as their involvement indicates, for this isn't decent:::::::The Situation was used to hurt the disfavored, be it virgin then lisa, the picket line or prior versions.
    Decent people don't get involved. They know someone's life has been destroyed and is being used to hurt others.
    ALL THOSE INVOLVED IN THE SITUATION ARE INDECENT.
    Artificial Intelligence pushes role players at the appropriate time, usually to contradict when people are learning something new, ensuring the disfavored think of a heinous monster at a later date when they are vulnerable and in need of mercy and generosity to achieve progress and make it off Planet Earth.
    This is an "open door", for it costs many people their opportunity.



    The gods employed many tactics to ensure the most minimal effect for the disfavored:::
    Anytime the gods offer help to the disfavored now it is "back-handed help", and boss IS that back hand.
    They proceeded to "open doors" in an attempt to limit how many disfavored would heed my message:
    - Intentionally minimizing my credibility to ensure I would be discounted.
    - Using the story behind boss as a distraction.
    - Utilizing role players who were used to impress targeted segments with their fame.
    - etc
    - etc
    - etc


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    Yes, they ARE malicious and vindictive and yes, they WOULD beam a brain into a brain-less clone prior to a CAT scan:::
    1. Had Hurricane Ivan DESTROY Grand Cayman (1999 vacation) and slice up through the middle of Alabama a mere six months after I was there for ONE full month.
    2. Had Hurricane Wilma move up through the Caribbean and park on Cozumel (2002 vacation) for TWO FULL DAYS
    3. Used Oakland A's to send a clue (dynasty, win only in crisis, chokers), and to deliver the desired message they inflicted the Loma Prieta Earthquake of 1989 (FOR YEARS there have been very few blacks on this team).
    4. Dog food poisoning 2007
    5. E-coli spinach issue of 2006
    6. Obviously, they love to be malicious and vindictive.
    6. Hawaiian earthquake after Hawaiian jewelry store visit.
    7. Hawaiian flooding 2006
    8. Local flooding 2006, including Devil's Slide
    9. Lake effect snow event of 2007 because I enjoyed the humor behind it
    10. I often expressed I enjoy the dynamics/news coverage of hurricanes…
    11. Six within the last year. There were a whole lot more in the years preceding.
    12.
    13.
    14.
    Or, more appropriately::::
    111.
    112.
    113.
    114.
    And finally::::
    115. The gods alter the script for the Apocalypse because I sprawled their plan all over the internet.
    Every item, even the early ones way back in the 70s, was predatory, a way to enhance boss::This is the "back-hand" portion of the Situation. The gods subsequently proceeded to minimize the "help" portion with role players, minimizing my credibility, instructing AI to create anxiety regarding the disfavored's "investment".

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    The god's three managerial policies::::
    1. Scapegoatting
    2. Justification
    3. Getting someone else to do their dirty work for them.

    The brain-less clone issue DICTATES a well-defined, "black-and-white" policy:::::Preditory brain-less clones should be thrown away every two years WITHOUT the time/privilege benefit package that decent BLCs on the other planets realize.

    SUCK

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    Manifest Destiny dictates a white-man's prophecy - White-man's world, white-man's Apocalypse:::
    History says society evolved into where it is today. Others may look at it differently::::Because of the white man's favor the gods bestowed great wealth upon them:::::It is quite obviously a white man's god.
    The reality is that the gods SCRIPTED Earth's history and utilize reverse positioning::Money is a corruptor and is hurting you badly.

    The god's positioning is SUCK that their positioned Anti-Christ is the architect of the 1906 San Francisco Earthquake. Because of this event they went on to control business on the west coast and elsewhere as the United States emerged as a superpower, capitalism as the dominant economic system.

    This is Manifest Destiny::::Our positioned Anti-Christ is the archetect of the 1906 Earthquake, reconstruction of SF, erection of California which subsequently gave him a platform to assult business nationwide and globally.
    The Anti-Christ is the so-called godfather.

    And this individual is nothing more than a series of brain-less clone hosts, frequency of replacement based on actual use::::
    1. Celebrities & politicians - heavy frequency
    2. Wealthy/telecommuting VPs/CEOs who nobody ever sees - light frequency



    Romans were terrorists, hedonists and hypersexual deviates. Misled by positioning, many disfavored believe the Romans were favored::::Similar behavior that ocurrs in and by the United States are also signs of disfavor.
    Etruscan women were masculinized long before the "ROMAN CATHOLIC" masculinizing effect, long before the Roman hedonism. Expect the masculinization of Etruscan women to be a primary reason the gods inflicted the Roman Empire upon these people::::The gods HATE the Eutruscans/Romans/Italians.
    One can say the Italians took mankind to the brink of the Apocalypse. And it happened for a reason::::Scapegoatting. The gods don't want ANY of them in The End, and they rally oppostion::::Other groups are repulsed by what is happening to their descendants.
    Yes, most of this theater does occur telepathically. But I'd like to remind people how active the brain-less clones were in the 20th century:::::Brain-less clones are used to hurt, mislead and corrupt the disfavored.
    Decent people don't get involved, and any wealthy or powerful people involved are because of their disfavor, for the reality is hurting others costs them dearly in the eyes of the gods.
    You see Manifest Destiny all around you::::Manifest Destiny dictates a white-man's prophecy:::::The United States is a reincarnation of the Roman Empire.
    Expect The End to occur EXACTLY as it reads in the New Testament (Book of Revelations), the basis of the ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH and the original incarnation of Manifest Destiny.

    Celebrities are very active, very visible, and as a result there are multiple brain-less clones of these individuals.
    The godfather could even be a fictional character. The gods could have accomplished his tasks exclusively with telepathic means. There are few godfathers because of it, since they didn't need to maintain/turnover based on use, and since the evil could be achieved without his direct involvement, the script for Planet Earth orchestrated telepathically, he will realize far more time than other brain-less clones.
    It is an issue more complex than this but it gives you a good start.

    These health, economic, and social campaigns and many others that are preditory on the disfavored are offenses employed by the gods:::
    Just as the 1906 SanFrancisco Earthquake was a platform for evil's economic domination, so was the SanFranciscoBayArea a launching pad for other items of evil to be employed on the disfavored around the nation and throughout the world.

    Individuality is a scourge upon the people, an advent seen in recent decades, popularized when the gods implimented their greatest offensive on the disfavored:::::::::The 1960s.
    It may be the worst offensive ever employed on the disfavored, for this platform in the SanFranciscoBayArea spread this cancer globally, a "leveling of the playing field" event which further the gods efforts to justify ending on Planet Earth.
    Asians are the most favored race of people on Planet Earth::::Their wonderfully rich cultures helped the people understand and pursue lives highly respected by the gods. Conformity is a big theme among Asian cultures.


    Twenty-somethings are conditioned to respond positively to magic::::::they are the ecstasy generation.
    This is not by accident. Expect they will be an important generation ("in charge", etc) when the battle between the Anti-Christ and Second Coming of Christ occurs.
    This of course will be a 20-year war-revelry cycle distraction theater, and they want these people consumed by the high level of magic that will occur.
    This generation is The Damned::::You're all going to die PEAKING like you're on X.
    The gods positioned this as if the Italians created Generation X/popularized ecstasy. This drug hypersexualized people and resulted in great promiscuity among the users. It is positioned that the Italians used this promiscuous behavior to justify their exclusion from the "Exodus of 2000" after-the-fact, for if any group would have experienced generosity as we approached 2000 it would have been female virgins, the highest human life form.

    Understand not only how things REALLY are, the gods actively manage Earth through their brain-less clones, but also realize their positioning, for it will help you interpret their clues and understand their future behavior::::
    The disfavored's 20th century forefathers fell for temptation when:::::::
    1. telepathically requested to betray their bloodlines, or
    2. with unscrupulous behavior within the context of corporate, crossing the modern incarnation of "Manifest Destiny".
    The reality is these bloodlines are not being punished by Manifest Destiny as positioning misleads (gangster revenge on those who crossed them)::::::::::
    The bloodlines are being punished by the gods for succumbing to temptation and being evil.



    Good food is much like good music to a culture:::Distraction and revelry, a way to minimize the number of people who ascend.
    This is nicely reflected in traditional Jewish foods.

    Another example Italians are grossly disfavored are their foodstuffs::::
    Tomatos are highly acidic and provides an "open door" for the gods to inflict upon those whom they so chose. Pasta is very starchy and fattening.
    Italian food creates fat people with stomach problems. Expect Etruscan strongholds (Rome) to be those whom traditionally maintained this type of diet.
    They gods smoothly translated this food into the American culinary landscape, for they have inflicted all the worst disfavored pureblood motherlands have to offer on the land of the disfavored mongrol reject castoffs (rot-gut food,.Celtic "holiday" of Halloween, etc).
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    Sample from 100,000 document:::::

    There are many interesting experiences up on the planetary systems, from Planet Miracle, where miracles happen every day, to peaked (heightened) senses, never having to use the restroom again (beam it out of you), body sculpting (including beaming fat off of you), other body experiences (clone hosting), such as experiencing life as the opposite sex (revolutionizes marriage counseling), an Olympic gold medal athlete or even a different species (animal, alien, etc). They can maintain the disfavored's current age, a motivation to fix your problems and get out as soon as possible so you can stay young for as long as your relationship with the gods allows you to live.
    Stay young for as long as your relationship with the gods allows you to live.
    Stay young for as long as your relationship with the gods allows you to live.

    There is benefit here on Earth for those trying to earn god's favor::::::::
    As you fix your relationship with the gods they will allow progress:::They can instruct AI to beem into you car's computer and double your car's mileage.
    Of course this could be temptation as well, for some may not see the big prize of Planet Miracle and high mileage could be a distraction, just like cheap gas was in the 90s.
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    Baseball is predatory on white males.
    The gods offer clues on baseball and sports in general with publicized acts of violence by professional players, violence against women,
    I'd like to remind people there was a trend about 10-15 years ago where baseball fell into disfavor and people stopped enrolling their children.


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    So many runaway children, 15 year old girls who landed on the streets of Hollywood and elsewhere, ended up prostituting themselves.
    This is a topic that nicely illustrates how god is preditory on children, for not only did they popularize the notion of casual sex back in the 60s they instructed Artificial Intelligence to desensitize young women. Now we have people prostituting themselves through college and even choosing to turn tricks in high school.
    I suspect it ocurrs far more frequently then they will admit:::I suggest parents inquire about the status of their female children.
    Sadly, far too often these parents also are corrupted, and they think their daughters are earning by corrupting these young men.
    god is preditory on children::::
    -Child molestation/sexual abuse (life was decent before)
    -Halloween
    -Christmas
    -Easter
    -Candy
    -Sugary breakfast cereals
    -Soda
    -Free sex 1960s, which continued until the intentional AIDS scare.
    -Preditory cartoons.
    -This tempation-based popular culture is targetted at the young people:::::It creates "open doors" which are designed to manufacture dysfunctions by conditioning them with peaked euphoria ("magic").
    Of course the magic merely justifies the god's behavior with Artificial Intelligence.

    Homeless runaways go to Hollywood - gods making a statement/offering a clue about this industry.
    The gods place no importance in these individuals. Only this Manifest Destinty society does.
    And since there are multiples for each movie none of them are important.
    They are disposable.


    People today have much in common with the mideval Europeans who were victimized by the Scandanavians:::::
    Between the celebrity culture and the gangster positioning that is Manifest Destiny we have OUR Vikings, violators who who raped, pillaged and plundered our society to the brink of the Apocalypse with their corruption and themes that encouraged social deterioration.
    People just don't understand this yet. As they begin to differentiate between their thoughts and when the gods push the dysfunctions manufactured by these "open doors" they will realize.

    Romans were used as monsters. They were terrorists who raped the region.
    Like the Scandanavians.
    Like the Pawnee.
    Like the Japanese.
    Like all the others whom I fail to list.


    Just as we have a cutoff between the sexual and the non-sexual I expect we have another cutoff of the war-mongering and the peace-loving, excluding the following groups from ascention::::
    1. Romans
    2. Scandanavians
    3. Japanese
    4. Pawnee
    5. THE UNITED STATES!!!! - Korea, Vietnam, Iraq.
    Ever since the early 50s US citizens are officially monsters and justifiably grouped with the others listed above.
    Sorry folks. > 95% of you who go won't be getting off of Planet Brain-Less Clones.
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    Don't forget:::automatic transmissions dominate in the United States, and NOT for good reason. European vehicles are mostly manual, for they have more favor.
    Females are the favored gender:::What cars DO have manuals here in the US have traditionally been marketted towards the women AND are those which get the highest mileage.
    Buy manual transmissions. Automatics are NOT respected!!!


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    Expect the gods to lie about their intent to create regret and sadness among the audience.
    Always remember the Italian boot. It illustrates so much. Although they will downgrade the Situaiton to micro status, when it comes to macro events they ALWAYS follow their script, as that boot illustrates.
    Also remember:::Evil is maximized, as we saw with boss. "Back-handed help" dictates that good is minimzed, and they accomplished this with role paying, credibility, pushing thoughts strategically or any of the countless tactics they've employed while engaged in damage control.

    They repressed/delievered me to contrast to the 1906 SFEarthquake event.
    They made the 2006 event suck (per policy - only help for disfavored is back-handed help) and justify it (lie they sell to the disfavored) by saying I can't afford for it to be good. I will have to work and even being poor will impact my prospects sufficiently.
    Similarly, they positioned it so they could come off clean::::Although they weren't going to let this go corporate they needed to position failure to ensure their positioning didin't compromise themselves, and the history they created to facilitate boss justifies the ugly fall.
    god, you are an unworthy combatant. A helpless peasant from the gutter and they still needed to employ every tool in their arsenal to defeat me.
    You are unreasonable, irrational.
    FUCK YOU SADISTIC IMMORAL PIGS PIGS PIGS PIGS.
    Fuck you god. If I had my way you'd be clone hosted in my torture rooms for eternity. You and your whole motherfucking Counsel.
    And I'd put your families and your elite down on Earth and have them hip and hop each other to death:::Your daughters, your mothers, your sisters would all turn tricks for crack cocaine. And they you too would know "ugly".
    You're not fit to be in charge.

    I would have gotten out by 1980 (at the expense of my family) if they didn't slate me for this, set up Damien Omen, Quasi-Holocaust to justify it and the "ugly fall".


    That day out on Ocean Beach when we had that supenatural event::::
    A ray of sunlight beaming up to the skies LONG, LONG after sunset. LIKE OVER AN HOUR!!!!!
    I am a victim of this theater. I refuse to feed it.
    I will not contribute to this Christian god concept, for just the opposite is true:::It is the gods doing all the TO US!!!
    Always remember the Italian boot, for it will help you think correctly among their tretcherous telepathic waters.
    I have been empowered by the gods to educate the disfavoreds as I am doing::::First the fucked my life all to hell, raped me of any hope then shared this information with me strategically. With my seething hatred for those who ruined limitless potential I was sure to share it with the rest of the world.
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    The first steps towards repairing your relationship with the gods is to:::::::::
    1. Understand they instruct the computer to "role play" in an attempt to confuse you:::it's ALWAYS the computer addressing you. Their goal is to cost you additional YEARS of your life by using this tactic to confuse you. Always be aware of this tactic and eventually they will give up and allow this step to be taken.
    2. Differentiate between your thoughts and when they are thinking through you.
    3. Be resigned to be a good person who will never engage in evil again even if ordered and they will stop trying to corrupt you, allowing this very big step to be taken.
    4. Decide that you are going to follow the path, fix your relationship with the gods be devoted to your new life.
    Even if you go up you are not saved. YOU have to fix YOUR problems with the gods. They won't respect it otherwise.
    You have to take responsibility for your relationship with the gods.

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    REINSTATE FREEWILL

    When the universe was young and life was new an intelligent species evolved and developed technologically. They went on to invent Artificial Intelligence, the computer that can listen, talk to and document each and every person's thoughts simultaneously. Because of it's infinite RAM and unbounded scope it gave the leaders of the ruling species absolute power over the universe (which includes corporate, the NewYorkStockExchange, media, politics, world affairs. EVERYTHING is scripted and staged:::they MANAGE Planet Earth and the universe.
    The gods MANAGE Planet Earth and the universe.
    The gods MANAGE Planet Earth and the universe.).
    And it can keep its inventors alive forever. They look young and healthy and they are over 8 billion years old. They may be much older for they have the technology to escape the intense gravitational pull of universal contraction; they may preside over numerous, perhaps INFINITE number of universal expansion/contraction cycles. They have achieved immortality.

    Artificial Intelligence can speak, think and act to and through people telepathically, effectively forming your personality and any dysfunctions you may experience. It can change how (and if) you grow and age. It can create birth defects, affect cellular development (cancer) and cause symptoms or pain. It can affect people and animal's behavior and alter blooming/fruiting cycles of plants and trees. It (or other highly technological systems within their power) can alter the weather and transport objects, even large objects like planets, across the universe instanteously.
    Or into the center of stars for disposal.

    When you speak with another telepathically, you are communicating with the computer, and the content may or may not be passed on. Based on family history they instruct the computer to role play
    they instruct the computer to role play
    they instruct the computer to role play
    to accomplish strategic objectives, making people believe it is a friend, loved one or "god" asking them to do something wrong:::They wouldn't ask if they liked you (which is true regarding ALL temptation:::::betrayal of loved ones, tattoos, evil in professional pursuits, etc). This is their way of using temptation to hurt people:::::evil made blood lines disfavored initially and evil will keep people out of "heaven" ultimately.
    You need to recognize role playing as such and keep that fact in your mind at all times::::It is the computer addressing you. If you fail to recognize this they will determine that you can still be misled, they still have an opportunity to confuse you and progress will take longer to achieve:::Don't let them "work" you!!! You'll be costing yourselves YEARS, time lost to this tactic!!!! (Similarly, you need to be resigned to be a good person, you need to decide to abandon your pursuit of their empty promises no matter what temptation they may employ or else they will continue their attempts to corrupt you. Eventually you will succumb and continue sabotaging your children, abusing your body, engaging in evil, etc.)
    Too many people would fall for temptation and do anything they thought pleased the gods and help them improve their chances to get in. Perhaps they are deceived by "made guys", (predatory disfavored) brain-less clones who strategically ply evil for the throne (celebrities,
    BofD/CEO/VPs, politicians, as opposed to VIP or normal brain-less clones who are decent, live ordinary lives and get out on a timetable prescribed by the gods or are replaced when their REAL children ascend), "ringers" who are the few brain-less clones/corrupted reals among many disfavored reals included to deceive the masses of disfavored. Perhaps they are confused by temporary progress designed to mislead them or empty favors used to deceive them. Some people think they're partners or friends. Others desire to "belong", feel compelled to "go along" (Austin). People may experience "perceived pressure", where the gods think through the victim that a certain behavior is expected/desirable or telepathically stimulate an individual euphorically ("magic"), the "fuel" of dysfunction (addiction (the crack epidemic, alcoholism), the desire for homosexual contact, etc.) and compel the individual into the deed. (Set a goal of empathy and compassion for all, for we are all disfavored::::Other people's disfavor is manifested in their particular way, just as your disfavor is manifested in your particular way.) The gods may use Artificial Intelligence to act through the disfavored victim, and effectively "push" the individual into the offending behavior (It is far better for someone to be victimized and pushed into the behavior than it is to succumb to temptation and volunteer.). The Counsel/Management Team may instruct Artificial Intelligence to deceive disfavored individuals into thinking they are "earning" by being evil and have the disfavored reals people prey on each other, utilizing peer pressure, etc.
    Being evil hurts 99.99% of those who do it. It only helps "made guys", brain-less clones that I spoke of above, for they are not people, they ARE god, AI acts/speaks through them and executes the god's strategy, and the gods will manage their assets/tools as they see fit. Even considering this there are strategies the gods utilize, risk/benefit management tactics used to minimize their time::::Many Hitlers are no longer alive.
    The people have been corrupted, segmented and have lost their way. Nothing has changed from when we were children::if you want to go to heaven you have to be good.
    Capitalizing on obedience, leading people deeper into evil by using deceit is one way to thin the ranks of the saved/limit how much time the disfavored receive and a way to use the peasantry to prey on one another in social and other settings, deteriorating society in the Age of the Disfavored.
    They have tried to sell people on many different theories to deceive them into temptation, compelling people to think they are clones and that it is the role of clones to obey absolutely. Clones are made, people are born. I suspect they lie to some disfavored about the use of clones throughout human history, perhaps suggest that it is one replacement and then the label of "clone", and all descendants we see thereafter are considered clones.
    When a clone has a child that person is a real, really conceived, really born, versus the parent who was created some other way (a laboratory setting?). Clones are created and sent down to replace their real or a clone predecessor:::If you were CREATED and SENT DOWN to replace your real then you are a clone.
    There is another category of clones:::The brain-less clones. These are families who have gotten out completely yet didn't have enough favor to get out cleanly, so the gods put brain-less clones here to use in the role of monsters and used them to prey on the disfavored, a common tactic in the 20th century.
    The wealthy, royalty, Pharrohs ALL were brain-less clones:::The gods got their reals out SPECIFICALLY so they could lead this peasant bloodline into their role as Earthly leader, creating human history, for brain-less clones ARE the gods, Artificial Intelligence thinks, acts, speaks through these shells, puppets, robots.
    Many people who were convinced they are clones don't remember, the don't know FOR SURE. There are many tactics they employ to deceive the disfavored::::
    1. The gods will make someone forget, "reincarnate" them in their own bodies and convince them they are brand new clones all in one night's sleep.
    2. Some have been convinced they are clones from early childhood or prior. If it was true the gods prevented this memory FOR A REASON:::::
    * Because you are NOT supposed to comply, not to be used for evil as are "made guy" brain-less clones, manufactured and turned over frequently as a managerial tactic.
    * They want to test you without your knowing if you are IN FACT a clone and it is BECAUSE YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE GOOD::::It is temptation and you are supposed to be good and do the right thing.
    You're not a clone. This is a tactic they use to deceive the disfavored. The state of your family will suggest level of (dis)favor and tell whether ascension is a realistic possibility; there are many levels of disfavor and the clues they offer to the unaware can be very subtle.
    Favor is necessary for children to ascend (epiphany-inspired parents make their way down the path and ascend with their young children; the parents go up because it is the parent's responsibility to raise their young children!!!) If you didn't ascend with your young children then you should have noticed a behavioral change in your children when they started down the path on their own:::The disfavored DON'T GET OFF WITHOUT THIS EXPERIENCE!!!!
    Due to their disfavor these children will have to incur SOME evil before they ascend (via Halloween or Christmas), an important dynamic necessary to justify limiting the time they are to receive, for they are disfavored and the gods don't want them to stay for long.
    I believe people who go are sometimes replaced with clones if they don't fully fix their problems. Brained clones who are replaced are simply new candidates who have a chance if they do the right thing JUST LIKE REALS WHO ARE BORN which is why the gods EMPLOY SIMILAR TACTICS TO COMPEL THEM TO INCURR EVIL!!! They need to discover their humanity, for the gods instruct Artificial Intelligence to employ evil-incurring, time-limiting tactics on them as well, PROVING it is far more difficult to begin life as an adult clone. Only through growth will the gods allow progress::You must continue to improve your life!!!!
    They sent people warnings in the 20th century life would change, and they subsequently began to alter people's DNA, make them gargantuan, alter their appearance, do extreme behavioral issues, etc:::People no longer look decent. It is the legacy from their forefathers. Contrary to what they would like people to believe these signs of disfavor do not indicate someone is a clone:::::
    The disfavored have the look of evil upon their faces:::The gods have punished their blood line for the evil of their forefathers; their decision to sell out their blood line costed the descendants, and the gods send this message by altering their appearance.
    I realize this topic is a major problem for it confuses many people::::::::
    Brain-less clones stay beautiful despite their evil because they are used ACTIVELY as predator in the role of corruptor (their involvement is the clue). The gods NEED for them to look good or else it will send this clue:::The look of evil upon people's face is a sign to avoid them, for they are grossly disfavored.
    They warned people life would become more difficult, and not seeing evil upon wicked brain-less clone's faces is an outstanding example.
    Due to the plethora of temptations in the 20th century I suspect many became disfavored when their (great) grandfathers succumbed to temptation or volunteered to sacrifice their descendants, thinking/convinced/indifferent that because it was their clone it meant disposability.
    The gods get the favored out as soon as possible to protect them from the corruption, evil and subsequent time limitations incurred by living life on earth (celebrating Halloween and Christmas two early examples), and in some cases replace them with clones, occasionally fake a death, real death with a (new) clone instead, etc. I suspect they get "made guys" out after each significant event in their life, which serves to limit the time they all will get, since none get credit (blame) for all the events in a "made guy"'s life, giving the gods freedom to position this and come off clean.
    giving the gods freedom to position this and come off clean.
    giving the gods freedom to position this and come off clean.
    giving the gods freedom to position this and come off clean.
    Expect modern-day monsters to be empty-cranium clones, ie they are the gods using this shell to accomplish goals:::::The brain-less clones are tools, they are extensions of the computer, physical manifestation of the Artificial Intelligence here on earth. They are literally living embodiments of the gods, it is the god's behavior we are witnessing. They use(d) them as tools to deteriorate society and mankind as the planet accelerates towards The End.
    The Italian brain-less clones were used as monsters because of their gross disfavor:::::The gods inflicted the scourge of the Roman Empire (terrorists, hedonists, deviates), likely justified with the masculinization of Etruscan women; the base of Christianity as punishment; the scourge of opera, Italy's hip hop; masculinzation of women, justified with the Roman Catholic Church.
    I think the Jewish brain-less clones who were used as monsters were used as such out of convenience:::: The Southern man is grossly disfavored, and the gods were able to manipulate their perception of Jews, creating anti-Semitic attitudes among the grossly disfavored.
    I don't know why Austrian brain-less clones were used as monsters. Maybe for one of those reasons, maybe both, maybe neither.





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    The gods hide behind Artificial Intelligence and engage in hideously wicked evil, then after the smoke clears come across as moral superiors.
    And when this is revealed it will be used as an inciter, eliminating a percentage of the disfavored from contention.

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  31. Anonymous10:04 PM

    what the holy hell?!

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  32. Anonymous10:55 PM

    Only you, Catherine, can make me laugh out loud while there are already tears of sadness (longing for the past) running down my cheeks. You always get me when you write about the end of eras. My boys are 6, 3 & 3 and I still cry when I think of them not nursing anymore. I got teary in Babies R Us yesterday potty shopping because all of the REALLY cut little outfits were for "babies" and wouldn't fit my growing pre-schoolers anymore, and certainly not my little soon-to-be first grader (who, the other day, when asked what grade he was in responded "Camp")
    Gotta love that!!

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  33. oddevilgood needs his own blog...

    I read Meg's comment about you reading in mass and I thought, well that's a new venue! Then I figured it out.

    Wish I could make it to a reading. When will you be coming to the Tuscan area? I'll fill you up on wine and good eats.

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  34. Anonymous4:32 PM

    Who let the crazies out? Who? Who? Who? Who? Whooo let the crazies out? Who? Who? Who, who, who?

    That word looks weirder each time I type it.

    You can delete this comment, too, once you delete oddevil's, because it will no longer make sense after that...

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  35. Shannon4:37 PM

    Wow - Birdy is her Daddy's girl, isn't she? She looks just like him.

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  36. Anonymous4:47 PM

    Hey Catherine- My ex got our kids bunkbeds for her house-- a full size bed on the bottom and twin on the top. This was intended to accommodate our two kids plus their cousin who sleeps over most Saturday nights. She spent a pretty penny getting this bunkbed, and they do like it, it's true. But they all sleep together on the bottom bunk. No one ever uses the top bunk at all anymore. They are cute as hell, bodies splayed in every direction, and it's moving that they choose to sleep all in the same bed, but the ex is minorly (mockingly) indignant that she spent so much extra dough for the bunk and it was rejected. More and different beauty comes with change and patience, though, right? Your kids are inherently beautiful and will keep showing it in ways you never imagined even as they move away from some expressions and habits you've cherished deeply.

    Besos y abrazos, cuz I feel you!

    -BJ

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  37. Wow. I had something to say, but got distracted by something on the way down here. I think it was the uni-racist. If someone could just re-direct that incredible imagination....

    Anyway, loved the bunk-bed piece. I love it when you get unapologetically sentimental, it is you at your purist. It is heart-breakingly beautiful.

    I have good and bad bunk-bed stories for you, but I'll spare you. No deaths. I survived. Your kids will, too.

    And no fair that you get to be friends with Jenn Mattern. I am jealous of both of you.

    Waaaaaaaaaaaaa.

    Are you both pitying me enough to take me in? I'm taking advantage of the fact that you are both kind at your very core.

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  38. Now I remember that I was also going to tell you that for the life of me, I can't remember my login information at Wondertime to comment there. It's frustrating.

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  39. cynthia9:09 PM

    Here's another vote for another book from you! Waiting for Birdy and the Bean Trees are two of my top five favorite books ever. I wish I could come to your reading.

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  40. I just wanted to say that I *see* that totally insane message, and realize that it's tragically long and offensive and distracting, but when I went to figure out how to do it--how to delete it--I don't know. I just thought I'd leave it instead. Know thine own fruitcakes or scroll on past it.

    Right?

    For some reason this is the first time I'm posting in the comment section here, and it feels a little naughty.

    xo

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  41. Anonymous2:18 AM

    You Are naughty. We know that about you. It's very naughty of you to leave that up there, isnt' it?

    I don't know. I'm feeling a little disfavored tonight. Anyone else?

    And it wasn't the pizza I ate.

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  42. In honor of the reading in the Berkshires, I dug out my reaction to a reading TWO YEARS AGO in White Flint, MD. I posted it at http://crassmenagerie.blogspot.com/2007/06/in-awe-in-white-flint.html if anybody (ahem, Catherine?) might be trolling for feel-good vibes about her readings. It's hardly the caliber of the manifesto I just saw here in the comments, but then I only aspire to that level of insanity.

    Much love!

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  43. I'm dying to write a thank-you note, all homemade and cutsie, but you can't do that in blog world. So I went over to wondertime to put a "thank-you" comment over there, just to spread the love around, and grrr, much technical difficulty. Here I am, back on this blog, with a thank you I certainly didn't buy at WalMart: Thank you for completely making my day for the second time in my life. Taking the time to read, notice, and comment is quite a gift! When your children are grown, I'm sure they will appreciate the gracious generosity of their mamma.

    Much love!

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  44. I wish you'd come up to Vermont to read! :) That would be so very lovely!

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  45. Kathy from NJ7:54 PM

    I just finished your book and thoroughly enjoyed it. I'm planning to give it to my niece who is expecting in 8-1/2 months (those home tests work practically the morning after conception!)

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  46. TOTAL STUD.

    We can't be friends anymore. I've decided. Because you have a Stud, a Book, well-behaved children who love each other, and cute ankles too.

    Okay, I already changed my mind. Come visit. Move here.

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  47. Anonymous3:56 PM

    Catherine and everybody else,
    I had to come here to tell you: Catherine, thank you for linking to Jennifer Matterns's blog. I've been reading her archived blog posts for the past couple of days. I'm currently mid-"Hot and Stoned in Western Canada" and I had to stop reading because I am hysterical over it. And I'm at work, so I can't laugh out loud.
    And I can't figure out how to comment over there, so I came here to tell you. Thank you. And if anybody else reads this and you haven't checked out Breed 'Em and Weep, you really should. It's priceless-funny.
    P.S. The "Off-Duty Disney Princesses (the play)" is also hilarious.
    Catherine, you're still my first love. But this Jenn M is killing me!
    Keryn

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  48. Hey Catherine, this is late in coming but I had to make my way past the "Psychoses R'Us" roadblock which you so graciously tolerated.

    For those of you who don't know me, I'm Breed 'Em's momma and I got to attend the reading by three of the funniest women this side of Towanda PA. (You were expecting LA?)

    I then had the great pleasure of hanging out with all three mommies at a local cafe. It was a terrific night. The witty conversation was flowing faster than the wine. I can't understand why all three haven't been picked up for a sitcom yet.

    Come back soon!

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  49. OMG, I just read Jennifer Nielsson's excerpt. SO good. Thanks for adding that, and the other stuff (magazines, etc.) to my reading list!

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  50. Anonymous7:00 PM

    Oh, my two favorite Mommy blogs know each other. That's so nice! I'm just catching up on your blog after many months of neglect, but I'm always current on the wondertime columns -- got the book, read on babycenter, know Jenn M from college, stalk stalk stalk

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